I could write an autobiography weaved through the words of John Mayer.  But instead of that, I’ll leave you with this quote that pretty much sums It all up.

I’m in a good place, I paced myself pretty well, I’m 30, I’ve seen some cool stuff, I made a lot stuff happen for myself. I made a lot of stuff happen for myself, right. That’s a really cool sentence when you’re in your twenties: ‘I made it happen for myself’. But all that means is that I’ve just somehow or another found a way to synthesize love or synthesize soothing, or, you can’t get that and what I’m saying is I’ve messed with all the approaches except for one, and it’s gonna sound really corny but that’s just love, that’s just love.  I’ve done everything in my life that I want to do except just give and feel love for my living. And I don’t mean like Roman candle firework, Hollywood hot pink love, I mean like ‘I got your back’ love. But some of the people who will tell you that they love you are the same people who are just the last to have your back. So I’m gonna experiment with this love thing; giving love, feeling love. I know it sounds really corny but it’s the last thing  I’ve got to check out, before I check out.

- John Mayer, Bold As Love/Where the Light Is